By His Grace

in wilderness for almost 2 months. crying to God to quench my thirsty but seems in vain. i know it's my heart and not bec God din speak to me. but really thank God for today. stream of praise (SOP) came to worship in noon bef our sanctification svc at nite. without hesitation i applied for leave, though i will be attending alone and work is piling up. i am really thirsty.

thank God. HIS presence is so STRONG. tears rolled down my cheeks while i repent my sins and commit my weakness Him. He shows and guides me in my struggles, including ministry and my low self-esteem. i feel tt the stone in my heart is being lifted up. really...the worship is marvelous. SOP teaches us a lot in worshipping and we have fun. I really love it. we dance and even form a long human train worship and dance around the hall. how amazing. beside worship, SOP preaches on "attitude on worship". it really touches my heart bec i know my weakness in servicing Him. Few key phases: Attitude determines Altitude, Obedience, Fear God, Teacherable and Willingly Heart, Have Fun, By his Grace we can serve. Dont take things personally. I am really thankful bec my spirit in my rekindled. Thank you God.

In sanctification svc, we have our communion. this is the first time again to feel the STRONG Love from God. again tears rolled down my cheeks, reminded how loving and sacrificing FATHER i am blessed with. His love is so uncondition and how can i reject Him. Thank you Lord Jesus and Holy SPirit for teaching me.

By God's grace, i am thankful for He will never leave me as long as i turn to Him always. thank you deep from my heart.