do i know

it's terrible to be awaken from dream abruptly by storm. one after another. tis is my first time, feeling extremely lost and devastated. realising the truth - heart-broken, losing the passion - time to move on, depart from two leaders of my life - devastated and lost. simply can't see the path ahead of me. simply can't hear the voice. like a man stuck in the cross-junction but yet still have to move on bec life still moves on. it's tormenting...it's heart-breaking...it's lonely...it's fearful...it's devastating...

there's a time to mourn. there's a time for sabbath. there's a time for trial. there's a season for change. we all know. but where is the time of faith? i know...