they are unique

it's so amazing and enjoyable to be with them. i see myself as them dur my teenage. worrying on studying, frustrating on friendship complication, quick and bad tempered, funny and wild, bold and courageous, stubborn and rebellious, curious and anxious on love relationship...and many many more. they brought me laughter but they made me worry too. worrying their study, worrying their priority in life, worrying on their growing process. each of them r unique and dear to me. at times, i am frustrated of myself not able to help them much at all. at times, i doubt myself what i have been providing for so many years. at times, i feel so anxious and frustrated to the extent of giving up.

but God reminded me all these:
1) God loves them more than me
Luke 11:11 - 13 "Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? 12Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? 13If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!"

2) It's all God loves on them and not me
Psalm 127:1 Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain.

3) God commands to do it good
Ecclesiastes 9:10a Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might

May each of them experience God love personally...
Special prayer to a teen who wanted to do well in school. May wisdom be upon him.