perhaps we dont "click"...

knowing a friend for almost 6-7 years. is it long enuf to establish a deeper friendship? i hope too but it does not seem to turn out to be. we seem reserved, uncomfortable, open to share in communication. each time, how i hope that we can be close friend sharing all things under the sun. but there's an invisible barrier between us. somehow stopping us from sharing. perhaps we dont really that 'click' to be very very close friend which i hope too. but this friend is "wonderful" - helpful, caring and thoughtful...thanks my friend, you are really like my brother. let's teared down the barrier...

do i know

it's terrible to be awaken from dream abruptly by storm. one after another. tis is my first time, feeling extremely lost and devastated. realising the truth - heart-broken, losing the passion - time to move on, depart from two leaders of my life - devastated and lost. simply can't see the path ahead of me. simply can't hear the voice. like a man stuck in the cross-junction but yet still have to move on bec life still moves on. it's tormenting...it's heart-breaking...it's lonely...it's fearful...it's devastating...

there's a time to mourn. there's a time for sabbath. there's a time for trial. there's a season for change. we all know. but where is the time of faith? i know...